I always want to know everything about everything. Wouldn't that make life so much easier? I find myself spinning my wheels all too often, just to find out something that is on my mind right at that moment. I am struggling with a balance between healthy learning and trying too hard to make meaning out…
Tag: Thought
Choices.
As an emotionally, analytical person, I wrestle with every decision I ever make. My emotions try to take immediate control of every situation and I want to jump right into what I feel. On the other hand, my brain wants me to take time and calculate decisions. I like to write down the facts, take…
Open up to yourself.
I've discussed recently about the benefits of opening up to those around you. I realize how difficult that can be. It's hard to be open and vulnerable with others around you. I thought about my journey through life, and although opening up to my friends was hard and a big step for me, there…
Distracted.
I kept trying to figure out a word to describe my mood the last few days. I haven't been sad, or angry, or confused, or down. It took me a while to figure out that I have been distracted. I have been out of focus. Whether that distraction is self-caused or something around me…
Dangerous.
It's easy to get in your own head. We all do it from time to time. For some, it happens more often than others. For myself, I can say that is definitely the case. Other people's actions don't typically bother me too much, just because I know that everyone is different than I am.…
Waiting for the door.
I spent part of my weekend sitting in silence - just thinking. I thought about a lot, as I usually do, but the one thought on my mind that I couldn't get rid of was that "I should be doing something". I wasn't bored. I just felt unfulfilled. I felt like I should've had…
A clear mind is a good mind.
Sometimes life can feel like a whirlwind. 80 things going on at once, and 79 of them are stressful or things to worry about. We always have something going on, so it is hard to find those moments of relaxation. When I do get that time of relaxation, I find myself concerned. (I'm already…
Preach an attitude.
As I go about my day, I try my best to have a positive attitude. I want to portray a smile and a head held high to others in hopes that it will help improve their day. Does it always work? No, but you never know who might need it. Even when we are…
Mindfulness (Pt. 2)
Every day, I find myself reminding myself to do many things. Just this morning, in 2 hours, I recognize all of these reminders I gave myself: Enjoy your golf today. Don't let your head get in the way and don't get angry if something doesn't go your way. Give yourself enough time to blog, journal,…
Mustering up the courage.
I would consider myself to be a very open person. I like to discuss the things going on in my life and letting others listen to what's going on in my head and getting feedback. I didn't use to be this way. It took me a while to even talk to one person about…










