I am amazed by many things in life. I would consider myself an emotional reflecter. A thoughtful creature destined for amazement by life. But it usually comes after the moment. At each specific present moment of life, I may not feel a specific emotion. However, once I receive processing or reflecting time, I find emotions…
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Hmm.
I haven't blogged since February 23rd, 2022. During that time, I always plan to make time for a post once per week. When that time has come, I have found myself fairly empty of guided thoughts or feelings. I used to really judge myself when this would happen - "How do you have nothing to…
Just do it.
Throughout the many decisions we have to make each and every day in life, there seems to always be plenty of hesitation. Whether that hesitation comes from fear of bad results, analyzing outcomes, not understanding processes, or other factors, we find ourselves not committing to decisions that we "should" make. Throughout my own life,…
Dealing with things you can’t control.
As human nature provides, all of us want to have control of what goes on around us. That way, we could make everything be on our own timeline. We could make everything align with the exact idea we have on how something should work. We could make things so much easier for ourselves. But,…
Bound and determined not to be bound.
As I continue to reflect on my goals/reminders for myself in 2020 and look at my current to-do list, things can become stressful. I don't handle stress the best, but I start to handle it better when I take a step back... So that's what I did today. The step back I took today…
Christmas Eve Jitters.
Hello everyone! Before I get into the meat and potatoes, I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas Eve today and a Merry Christmas tomorrow. For those of you who don't celebrate Christmas, I wish you a Happy Holidays. I hope that the holiday season is enjoyable as you spend time with family and friends.…
Moving forward.
Over the past 24 hours, I've been very critical of myself. I am being nitpicky about what I want to be better at, what I need to "fix". Originally, it was solely in a negative outlook. I was looking at these things in my life and viewing them as "you're not good enough". It…
Worn out.
As it seems to happen every year around or after finals week, I am sick. I'm not surprised - although this finals week is less stressful than some in the past, I still find the end of each semester a point to where my body is run down... Out of energy, for sure. Unfortunately,…
Deterrence into focus.
I find it fascinating how easy it is for the mind to wander... Wander into areas of no thought, random thought, and every thought. I feel my mind wander back and forth between these mindsets. It's hard to hold a point of focus sometimes when the central thought bubble is always changing. What I…
Presence brings presents.
As I work harder on keeping my mind focused on the present and truly experiencing life, I am realizing that the gift of life is multi-faceted. Often times, I think that life just brings learning and struggle, when in reality the times that I truly experience life bring me feelings of joy, connection, etc. I've…