It’s been awhile. For a lot of things.
- I’m actually pretty busy with things right now
- I am starting to play more golf again
- I am stressed out for the first time in a while
- I am not ready for what is ahead
I don’t really have a lot to say, but I have a lot to ramble.
I get frustrated when I have a lot on my plate but I know that some of those things are not that important or are kind of stupid, but I have to do them anyways. You can’t always like everything you do.
I also feel as if, though, learning to get through tasks that are unwanted, but necessary, is a part of life. Life is a long road filled with turns you don’t want to take, but in the end, you are glad you took them (no matter how off the beaten path you were). You can’t always go where you want because God has a plan for you. The roads you choose will take you a certain way, but no matter which roads you choose, it will lead to the same end result. Hopefully, everyone has a road in their path that ends in peace, joy, and love from Christ.
Now that I am a sophomore in college, I am starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know what I am studying, where my career might lead me to, and how to get there. However, the amount of work it takes to do so is clouding my vision. Sometimes, I just want to chase my dreams and dropout. I honestly think my life would be completely different if I did not attend college. It also frustrates me that I use college and being in classes as an excuse for not being able to start my dream chasing. I may not be able to fully go after it, but I can take some first steps towards achieving those dreams.
I honestly just need to pick a lane, ride it to the finish, and see what God has in store for me. The current road I am on has a lot of road blocks and speed bumps, but I am willing to endure those if it is the way that I am supposed to go.
Be patient. Be kind. Be courageous. Follow Him.